Am i beautiful ?

Am I beautiful?
Am I wonderful in your eyes?
Does my laughter ring through your ears?
And sound like bells tinkling?
When you look in my eyes are they never ending?
Can you find yourself in them?
Does the smile that is meant for you make your heart jump?
Does my sadness make your heart shatter?
Do my screams stab you a thousand times over?
Love my scars and heal my wounds.
Don’t pity them but look upon them with disdain
That one would make me suffer so.
Could this be love or pity?
Is this a dream or a figment of my hopes and dreams?
Crush them now before it gets to far…
Murder my love if you do not return it.
Stab my heart to make it stop so that I won’t feel this pain.
Freeze my skin so I feel no pain at all.
Tell me when this is over.
Wake me up today and let me sleep tomorrow
Yesterday was nothing but the day I didn’t know you.